Quitting Season: Why Farmers Walk Away From Their Farms | Civil Eats

Quitting Season: Why Farmers Walk Away From Their Farms

Most farmers don't decide to leave their farms lightly—but sometimes it's the only economic choice that makes sense.

Farmers in a Field

Last February, Tina Bartsch, co-owner of Walking J Farm, sat cross-legged on the floor of my Tucson apartment. We ate lunch and watched my newly mobile baby move in curious circles around the room. For the last several years, Tina and I have provided each other with moral support as we have navigated the precarious balance of farm and family.

We’ve traded homeschooling curriculum and birthday party invitations; we’ve called each other in frustrated tears and celebrated yoga teacher certifications and new babies; we’ve cursed the glut of cheap redistributed produce at the farmers’ markets and spent hours together in meetings trying to solve the food system gaps in our community.

On this particular day in February, Tina told me that she and her husband, Jim McManus, had decided to stop farming. Though many of our conversations had touched on this as a potential inevitability, this time it was real. After five years of solid record-keeping, the numbers showed the farm operating at a net loss every single year.

A month prior, Tina and Jim had presented their agribusiness success story at the second annual Arizona Food & Finance Forum. But over the course of a 20-minute presentation, McManus had shared the farm’s sobering financial reality, hoping to spotlight the disconnect between the local food craze and the farm economic reality on the ground. 

“What I’ve determined is that I can’t go on this way,” McManus said to the forum attendees. He explained that after calculating the full cost associated with producing a single beef cow, he’d figured out that the farm was losing $62 per animal when it sold them by the quarter, and averaging a mere $214 profit per animal when selling retail cuts at the farmers’ market. McManus announced that they had no choice but to raise their retail prices by forty percent; the week before, a pound of Walking J ground beef had cost $8, and this week it was going to cost $11.

“Every year we’ve gone up three to percent, five percent to match inflation … but that hasn’t been enough,” he said, adding that, “We are running a big test here. We don’t know if the market will bear it, or what our customers are going to say. A lot of folks are going to really swallow hard when they see that their filet went up $10 a pound. But that’s what I have to do. That’s what the numbers say.”

A month later, the results of Walking J’s experiment were in. The market was not willing to bear the increase in price, and Walking J’s last effort to save the farm by charging prices based on the true cost of meat production was a flop. Since raising their prices, the farm had lost 30 to 70 percent of their client sales. The customers had spoken loud and clear.

“It’s a no-brainer at this point,” Tina told me, as we sat together in my living room. “We have to quit.”

I have been that farmer who chose to step away from the farm, and though I chose it as surely as I chose the farm in the first place, it has been no less a loss. Barring a catastrophic event, the decision to stop farming is rarely made overnight. Depending on how you look at it, it is either a steady erosion or a slow coming-to. Farmers spend years crunching numbers, tweaking production methods, and trying to stay ahead of market trends. There may be second or third jobs, a clambering for creative financing, or a reliance on government assistance programs such as SNAP (the Supplemental Nutrition Assistance Program) or state health insurance.

Year after year, the decision to quit can be kept at bay by a successful season or the hope that next season will be easier. But at some point, for some of us, the scale just tips. The moment comes when the path forward is just too unsure—when it makes the most sense to quit.

Trying all the Options

In the beginning, Walking J hit the ground running with a smattering of products for the marketplace, including chicken, turkey, pork, beef, eggs, and produce. Year after year, they ticked off the micro-enterprises that did not pay the bills. The heritage pork did not make money, nor did the Thanksgiving turkeys. The laying hens required too much outside feed, as did the broiler chickens. The farm’s pastured poultry system demanded bimonthly slaughters of 150 birds, which required an immense amount of time, skilled labor, and freezer space.

Jim and Tina embraced a direct-market sales model, typical for a small-scale diversified operation. They started a CSA, built partnerships with high-end restaurants, and began vending at the Tucson farmers’ markets. But as the number of Tucson farmers’ markets increased and the pool of customers became diluted as a result, they were forced to seek out new markets.

They tried to establish a CSA in the nearby town of Tubac, opened up a Saturday farm stand, started an online store, and eventually made their way up to Phoenix markets. At one point, they were staffing six farmers’ markets each week. In 2012, Walking J Farm received a U.S. Department of Agriculture (USDA) grant—which they had to match with a private loan from family members—to cover marketing costs, meat processing, and the purchase of butcher cattle.

Despite their exhaustive efforts, the business was not making money.

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When the farmers announced they were closing Walking J, it prompted a flurry of bewilderment and a general sense of shock among friends and customers. Supporters took to social media to encourage their friends to flood Walking J’s market booth with sales. Someone suggested an emergency Kickstarter. But urgent Facebook posts and new Twitter followers do not save a farm. Jim and Tina were financially, physically, and emotionally tapped.

The Hard Choice to Walk Away

No one wants to think about farmers calling it quits. It muddies the heroic glow cast around our food producers. It cuts through all of the feel-good chatter about food systems and local economies. Each time a farmer quits, a little piece of our new agrarian dream dies. But however hard it is to discuss, the rate at which farmers are walking away from their farms—whether by choice or by force—may be the most important measure of whether or not our food systems are actually working. Because although farmers’ markets are springing up everywhere, the average small-scale farmer is barely surviving.

For farmers like Jim and Tina, who believe in producing food by stewarding their land responsibly and supporting biodiversity, a direct-market relationship with customers who support those production values makes sense. But if our farmers cannot charge prices based on the cost of real production numbers, this model falls flat.

A 2011 study showed that southern Arizona farmers and ranchers on average sell a collective $300 million of food products per year, yet spend $320 million to raise those crops. The same study finds net farm income trends have been negative since 1989, which means that our farmers have consistently lost money producing food. According to the same study, southern Arizona farmers and ranchers reportedly lost $106 million in 2009.

National numbers reflect our region’s numbers. According the 2012 Census of Agriculture, farmers earned just 10 percent of their income from farm sales, while approximately 90 percent of their income came from off-farm occupations. The projected median farm income for 2015 is negative $1,558. Nearly half (or 1 million) of the 2.1 million farms in the U.S. require at least one member of the family to work off the farm.

Behind the scenes, farmers spend hours at the computer, wearily adding up market totals and expenditures. It is here in this solitary lamplit space that farmers visit some very dark emotional places. It is impossible to convey the deep anxiety for everything at stake, the fear that accompanies the risk, and the wounds that this stress inflicts upon a psyche or a family.

Although the choice to stop farming is a personal one, there is a familiar narrative that repeats in quiet reverberations across our country’s farmscapes. Lisa and Ali Moussalli are the former owners of Frog Bottom Farm, a small-scale diversified farm in Appomattox County, Virginia. Having spent years apprenticing with other farmers, the Moussallis were firm in their resolve to build a business that could support their family. This priority forced the couple to be absolutely diligent in their expenses and calculations.

“There was never a day when we weren’t thinking about the financial soundness of our business,” says Lisa. “Can we afford a second tractor? Are we charging enough for eggs? Are cherry tomatoes and green beans worth the labor?”

When the Moussallis purchased their land, they planned to continue farming there for many years. And while they fell deep in love with their farm and the lifestyle that it afforded their family, Lisa says, “It was the relentlessness of our worry that eventually wore us down.”

Though Frog Bottom Farm was never technically failing, they were always just scraping by. Lisa and Ali wanted to have a second child, and like any growing family, they craved financial stability. During a conversation in the fall of 2012, the couple made the heartbreaking decision to sell the farm.

“We were sitting in the kitchen discussing our finances … and suddenly everything seemed very clear,” Lisa remembers. “Ali suddenly said, ‘Our family is more important than our farm.’ And there it was.”

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Two years after their last season at Frog Bottom Farm, Lisa, Ali, and their two young children live a block away from the Delaware Bay in southern New Jersey. Ali commutes to work as a full-time manager at Beach Plum Farm, where he and his crew work to provide produce, herbs, honey, eggs, and pork for three farm-to-table restaurants in the resort town of Cape May. With the support of Lisa and the kids, Ali is still farming, and as Lisa says, “His work is still full of the problem solving and tangible results he loves.”

The Failure of Farms, or Failure of the System?

Wendell Berry asks, “Why do farmers farm, given their economic adversities on top of the many frustrations and difficulties normal to farming? And always the answer is: Love. They must do it for love.”

I have an immense amount of respect for Wendell Berry, but I am growing tired of this answer. Certainly it would be a mistake to become a farmer if you did not enjoy being outside, if you were not fiercely independent, if you did not enjoy the physical labor involved in food production. But a farmer cannot survive simply on love alone. Love does not pay the mortgage, put diesel in the tractor, or make up lost revenue after a late freeze. Love does not fix hands spent from years of milking goats or resurrect the CSA vegetables when the walk-in refrigerator goes out in the middle of a summer night.

Although Tina and Jim could have imagined Walking J’s finances stabilizing in five to 10 years, Tina explains, “That’s a long time to sit in the hole and work to get out of the red. And we just aren’t willing to do that.” When she and Jim decided to quit, Tina says she felt relief. “We had all these questions. How do you shut a business down? How do you do it? And Jim’s like, ‘You just do it. You just stop.’ He said, ‘We’ve got to stop the bleeding.’”

There is no disputing the fact that communities love their farmers. When farmers call it quits it is not because they have failed—it is because our archaic food and agriculture system has failed them. One thing remains for sure: if, as a society, we don’t prioritize the health, wellbeing, and financial solvency of our farmers, we will lose them by the droves—along with all of their precious resources, talent, and skill—and the kinds of food only a farmer who loves his work can provide.

A version of this post originally appeared in Edible Baja Arizona.

Debbie Weingarten is a freelance writer based in Tucson, Arizona and a 2019 finalist for the James Beard Award for Investigative Reporting. Follow her on Twitter at @cactuswrenwrite. Read more >

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  1. http://ediblebajaarizona.com/quitting-season
  2. While this article conveys important views on how/why farmers stop farming, two statements are misleading:
    1) "...farmers earned just 10% of their income from farm sales" merely because the USDA Ag Census defines a farm as "any place from which $1,000 or more of agricultural products were produced and sold." Imagine calling anyone who makes $1,000 helping friends fix their computers an IT Specialist, and then saying IT Specialists earn just 10% of their income from doing computer work. The USDA definition of a farmer renders many stats meaningless. See http://www.ers.usda.gov/topics/farm-economy/farm-household-well-being/glossary.aspx
    2) Berry's words and your inference are two separate things. He nowhere states that love pays the bills.
  3. Thank you for writing this piece. As a food producer still recovering from the recent, sudden and inhumane loss of leased farmland, I am well aware of the plight of the small farmer both in terms of the financials that the article points out but also in terms of the public perception of what it is we really do. It's not always baby animals and pretty tractors! My ex-landlord actually thought it was reasonable to expect me to move my entire operation in 30 days, not to mention find a new farming location, all while keeping the biz afloat. If people want a food secure nation and healthy, local food on their plates, then it is going to take more awareness of actual reality through articles like these. And, yes, love. Love and kindness.
  4. Eric B.
    Farms failing and start-up farms that never really got off the ground in the first place seem like they should be considered separately. There's more than enough romance in farming these days to attract new farmers with unrealistic ideas. Their stories don't tell us much (which isn't to say the first couple in this story was one of them, but this story tells us nothing to indicate they weren't.) As to the second couple, perhaps they just wanted a standard of living that small-scale farming hasn't ever and can't now provide. Again, this story doesn't tell us. As to the macro-statistics, they should be sorted out by full-time vs. part-time/hobby, organic/direct-market vs. conventional... to really be useful. Character limit or I'd say m
  5. Mas Masumoto
    A painful story... and I have no good answers. Thanks for sharing and my heart goes out to those farmers.
  6. "Nearly half (or 1 million) of the 2.1 million farms in the U.S. require at least one member of the family to work off the farm."

    To put it correctly:
    "Over half of the 2.1 million farms in the U.S. are profitable to support all family members working just on the farm."

    Don't you love statistics?

    Do we require that all members to work in the same field? Does your dentist's husband work in the same office as she does? What about your lawyer and accountants? Do their spouses work in their firms too? Why is there this strange idea that all members of a farm family must work on the farm to define the farm as successful?

    Here's the reality:

    Our farm, and over half the farms in the U.S., are profitable enough to support our entire family.
  7. Long Time Farmer
    Let this be a lesson in impatience. Those of us who have farmed a lifetime understood when we began way back when that the business would always carry some debt and the first 10 or 15 years would be as the authors say, "a deep hole" to dig our way out of. Even then there are seasons when money is lost, a lot of money. It takes business savvy, farm knowledge and boundless perseverance to farm, to really farm. That's why so many small farms rely on income from outside. Too many of them think they should own land free and clear, along with all the farm tools -- this simply doesnlt happen on real farms. So play at farming as a hobby but don't quit your day jobs, if you know what's good for you.
  8. Mary Mangan
    I've tried to find a nice way to say this, because I think it is a problem that farmers have to face this problem.

    But from Civil Eats, I feel like I'm reading an article in a womens' mag that bemoans the anorexia problem in young women.

    You are culpable, for giving false impressions of this field.
  9. DeAnna Wederski
    Where are these farms that are selling good meat? My husband and I are looking for good grass fed beef locally rather than Australia. Whole Foods in Fort Collins has local grass fed that we purchase, but I'd rather support a local farmer directly.
    • DeAnna Wederski - we would love to find local consumers, but our costs are higher for raising meats locally, humanely, and on pasture which in Colorado isn't year-round. Feed costs are exorbitant and local consumers don't seem to want to pay the price that it actually takes to cover our costs. I just lost 98% of my raw Jersey dairy, and am now facing losing my sheep flock which I've spent the last 12 years building.
  10. Rod Hollingsworth
    The family farm was the backbone of American society for many years, but not today. The politicians have decided to subsidize corporate agriculture, corn, dairy, cotton, etc., why not the family farm. We need an enlightened policy to support small farmers all over America. The state farm grant universities need to develop those plans for their states. It's time we built a small farm program nationwide.
  11. Black
    I owned a commercial dairy farm, sold milk as an independent to Carnation Co./ Nestles. Then to a cooperative Dairylea/Dairy Farmers of America. The reason farmers are leaving the occupation is they are way underpaid for their efforts. All other aspects of the distribution system ( processor, retailer) wouldn't operate with the same comparable work load and monetary reciprocation ratio. They would go out of business in an instant. The processors and retailers rely on this imbalance to bolster their profit margin. There are major issues on farm profitability, operating cost not to mention return on investment and labor (both hired and provided). This imbalance needs to be rectified for agriculture to be successful again.
  12. Zanahoria
    Last sentence should read "...the kinds of food only a farmer who loves his OR HER work can provide."

    Otherwise, loved your article! Thanks for spreading the word.
  13. Justin
    It is interesting piece. So many variables in Ag. The biggest problem I see with these operations were the amount of fixed overhead. Either way it's incredibly hard business. We have had many ups and downs but at the end of the day if you want to be successful there's no better attribute than persistence. We started off at 80 acres and by 2017 will be at 1000 acres of cropland. It's all due to a great wife and an awesome God.
  14. Justin
    Another major problem that nobody is talking about is the large farms (and yes we are headed there too) rent land they know they can not turn a profit on just so someone else does not farm it. I hope the market kicks these people in the but and others have them have a chance to grab a peice of the pie
  15. Justin
    This is another realistic situation of small farming. It does not pay the bills or ever cover healthcare costs to support a family if you are doing it the sustainable way. Deanna we grow heritage hogs, chickens, ducks, turkeys, sheep and cattle on pasture with only organic food (no soy, no gmo, no antibiotics, no hormones, no growth promoters). That grass fed beef from whole foods is a joke. A glorified feedlot feeding 3 year old hay and organic canola oil locked in a feedlot is what you get from all grocery stores. Www.donomafarms.com but expect to pay the true cost of growing them. Of of the eggs and chickens at the store are grow in giant warehouses. Pasture raised is not a regulated term and those running hogs and chickens inside warehouses and feeding soy/corn covered in pesticides can market as natural antibiotic free and pasture raised.
  16. Sara Evans
    Good article on many points, but to extract one Wendell Berry quote from his hundreds and writings and doings to cast him as a naive romantic is disingenuous at best and really hurts your piece. He's tirelessly advocated to level the playing field for small food farmers, working for policy to provide price supports for small food farmers. His father, John Berry, Sr, became an attorney after his own father came home empty handed from his tobacco sale, and led the development of price supports for tobacco farmers in the 1930's. His defining work from 1977, "The Unsettling of America", was the first essay to reveal how broken our food system and economy are and would be a good place to start. And read up on the work of www.berrycenter.org.
  17. Patrick O'Connor
    There are a lot of successful ranchers in Sonora less than a hundred miles away from this far. what are they doing?What does this say about consumers in Arizona?

    I would love it if the farmers that quit would make their books public so people can learn were the difficulties are. I think a lot of the problems farmers encounter issues of scale. Farmers have always used cooperative to reduce overhead and centralized transport and marketing. i don't see how small farms direct marketing can compete with corporate food if they don't work with their peers on scale.

    This article is in the same vein but more in touch with reality than this writer.
  18. Ada
    Life is full of choices and constraints on those choices regardless of one's source of income. Couple #2 wanted to have a second child and wanted financial stability to do so. Perfectly reasonable and wise if you want a bigger family. But it isn't only farmers who face such a circumstance and a second child is a choice, not a necessity or requirement. My husband and I lived with financial stress and income insecurity for 7 years because of job change (nonprofit over private sector), recession, job loss, further reduced income/job instability. It ruled out the possibility of a second child. Lots of people choose Only Child families for lifestyle/financial reasons including having a full time at home parent. It's not a tragedy.
  19. Charles Hamilton
    Can I please ask as to how Tina and Jim etc were managing their finances and livestock. Was the financial model they used I-P=E or I-E=P?
  20. Ruth C Uppena
    Saw Elizabeth Kucinich on Free Speech TV this AM talking about the Food Movement and needed legislative reforms. God bless her!

    Government is subsidizzing bad behaavior. Watch the documentary "Cowspiracy"!
  21. Food was never meant to be a commodity. It is impossible to make a profit selling fresh, whole foods because of the cost of labor. A small farmer should be able to avoid buying food at the supermarket, and have enough to share with neighbors. Profit? Not in the cards.
  22. Canson
    80% of ALL new businesses fail. Love, although important, is not a strategy. The difficult truth is that without competent, dispassionate management it's going to be rough going. Marketing, sales, analytics, accounting are all as important as how told farm. If, you want to increase your odds for success.
  23. John
    This article is right on the mark ,it covers so many points and issues very well . The community needs these farmers but they seem to fail to understand the real value of their produce because the benchmark is the mass produced and subsidized and chemically treated food . The value of a small ,caring and sharing group is not measured in dollars but in real health and nurturing our fellows .
  24. marianne parsons
    sad but so true.. xoox
  25. Nancy Gammons
    All true. We're getting too old to make a change, and the lifestyle has been wonderful. But we've taken on debt, scraped by, and that's that. One thing that has come of it: I quit worrying .
  26. tommy
    I have a small farm and make a living at it. It is hard but doable. You seem to lead people to think it can't be done. I am living proof that it can.
  27. danica rist
    Wow! Thank you for this well written reality check. I have been researching for over a year the ins and outs of farming. Doing so in hopes that our family could some day become self sufficient and sustain on our own with out any form of government assistance.

    The heart break and ache in this article not only caused tears to fill my eyes due to my empathy for so many of the families who walked away from their love (due to our government refusing to help them sustain by allowing our food to be grown and bought from other countries), but it placed a sickening fear into my gut of all the risk I would be taking on GAMBLING. The risk of losing it all.

    Not saying I am for or against our countries new president. I am saying that I am hopeful that his desire to bring back the By the People For the People, would increase our agriculture business across the board and reopen farms that have been abandoned by so many farmers like those in this article.

    This has definitely left me more unsure about farming than I was prior to reading and saddened even more so than prior to reading for all the families who walked away.

    Once again thank you for sharing!
  28. Couldn't have written this better myself havung experienced all the issues raised in this article. It seems that the only way forward is to charge the full cost of production or walk away. As long as farmers sell for less, nothing will change until one day we wake up & find that quality locally produced food is a thing of the past.
  29. Hi - I think this article is excellent however I see the conclusion as something that could be further extrapolated on. Our current food system is not archaic - it is fairly new in terms of our planetary time line. It is industrial and based on market economics. It is the economic system and land title system that are what make growing organic matter and selling it for a love-lihood in our contemporary economy complex. We have had market failure in agriculture for decades that is 'managed' or 'mismanaged' by government policy and subsequent industry subsidies- which are however one regards them- necessary- if farming as usual is to continue. I think this article tells a really important story and needs a more in depth end analysis around systemic issues in the sector, start-up issues and the results of market failure in ag.
  30. Dana Reynolds
    Amen and Amen; I am a farmer and I do love the craft; but when you see the system as it is; you know why the farmers are failed by the government they have been loyal to. Sad for the people who now are obese and riddled with illness many times due to the unhealthy food they ingest; while the big producers use harsh chemicals to keep the insects and disease at bay only to be ingested by the unknowing consumer and the gov. allows this as the lobbyists continue to pay off our officials to keep the "safe" label on their poison..
    Wake up people; support your local health conscience farmer who truly cares about what you put in your children's and your body...
  31. Ron
    I am seriously contemplating quitting our dairy farm... we've been producing for 40 years.... just can't take it anymore. The prices, the weather, the disappearing infrastructure and the crippling loneliness. Its too much... and very very sad.
  32. Barry
    Excellent article on what is such an emotional decision. I think for myself , the answer is more obvious after selling out in 2007, only to miss the farm and try again in 2009 to present. The obvious answer is small farms are getting their lunch handed to them by the aggressive farms who best utilize technology to produce emense sums of produce and commodity grains per man hour.

    The recycling of cheap produce back through farmers markets is able to compete at a price point which "real" small producers can not compete.

    Once Amazon buys up Wal-Mart and other mega food distributors options to the public will be ended.
  33. Bob Levinson
    Dairy farmers should think about forming or joining an organization like crowd cow, selling meat over the internet
  34. Teddy
    Yes seems much harder too make money farming these days. I a one man operation on a section of land with 50 beef cattle and grain land. I,m busy everyday and i have lived on a below 0 balance all mylife.
    I now wonder why.......?
  35. Ronald Gauch
    i am a farmer and i have been farming for 25 years ..this year was my last..

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